silly me, silly me. thought that we were meant to be. but it turns out i was wrong, cause i’m not your one and only. its hurts me to say that i came in second place in the race to your heart. i thought i had a running start. but the finish line was too far.. but who i am to believe that those words that you whispered into my ear were soley for me? that those kisses that you planted on my lips were just for me? that the way you held me in my arms and touched me so gently were all for me? i’ve been living a lie for oh so long, i even put it on repeat, my favorite song. but you just copy and pasted and switched conversations and now im stuck here picking up the paces. i must say that i would like to win the medal to your heart. so call me when you all are done because i want to be number one..
you know what. stop feeding me those lies. cause i’m starting to believe them. and even you, i bet you believe them too. i don’t put it all on you cause i know i really don’t want to know the truth. we would no longer be if the truth were to come out. and you may think you’re the only one with them, but i feed them to you as well. if you actually thought i was happy in this, you were the fool for that. so essentially, the lies are keeping us together. healthy. unhealthy. whatever it may be, but the lies are still lies. di(v)a